perception. oh bother. about how i view people. about how i view success and failure. i try to constantly change my perception. seems like i'm always trying to find optimism in life. maybe i should care less. about how i feel, about how others feel. be less influenced.. then perhaps it's easier to get by.

sigh.. okie.. retail therapy.. movie therapy.. music therapy.. coffee therapy.. anyone?

numb. how to, when we are all interconnnected?